Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Paula I miss you baby


I feel that no one gets me that no one understands me what I have been in and what I have done seen or do. I drink to medicate I drink to fell better I drink to stop the pain of not being able to save her life. I miss her so much and so it will be 6 years but on days like today it fells like it was 3 hours ago. I see her face I dream of her laughter I miss her smile. I sleep with a gun and a bible maybe one day the bible wont be the one waking me up.

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