Friday, July 27, 2007

Paula


Baby it's been almost six years and it just feels like yesterday. Baby I miss you so much I think of you and me everyday it seems harder as time moves on instead of easier. Maybe it's the triggers of the world that make you think of you and our life that we had togther. I try to date and sometimes it works out and other times I feel that I only want to be with you and I know that is stupid and dumb and impossible.
But baby it's how I feel I miss you so much I just to hold you and love you but I cant, and I afaird of allowing someone to get that close to be again because I know that I cant go though losing another women I love. I know there will be another attack and it scares me to death that the next women will die.


Love Always Mark

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